And it’s apparently always out of “love” and that “no one else” will say it to my face. And SO FUCKING WHAT. I KNOW I’m fat. I SEE it everyday I look in the goddamn mirror. I can’t just be happy the way that I am. I always have to loathe how I look and feel shame. Even on the days I feel my best, I just need to be with my mom for 5 seconds and she will always find a way to point out “how much more beautiful I would look if I lost some weight.” I’m sorry I’m so fucking ugly and I wish I wasnt this way.